one is all there was, is, or will be

so my computer was sent off yesterday and i already can't wait to get it back. sharing a machine with someone is so 1995. hahahah did i really just write that?

i am thankful jason is sharing, his keyboard just bugs me is all.

my little pooper is so sweet. he is just getting so big and bad with himself - learning to soap himself in the bath, talking up a storm, and just generally being a kid instead of a baby. at least, until he gets sleepy and then he still wants his mama.

barry and stasa came to hang with me last night and watch a movie. isaac had them in the palm of his hand... making them ride the horsey through the house, causing near heart attacks in my fellow super smokers. (the thing has no wheels or easy means of propulsion - one just has to carry it while riding it.) it was a sight to see.

stasa started bugging me to have another baby, and all i have to say to that, and to everyone who poses this question (which i get at least weekly), is: have you lost your mind? do you think i have lost mine? i love my angel, and if i had lots of money and no dreams left to still accomplish, i might would consider it. but that is not the case, and i want our son to see us do the damn thing our own way. i don't see how that would be possible with another child.

and more than anything, isaac is number one, and i want him to always feel that, never having one ounce of doubt. besides, our backyard is concrete, so there is no place to grow any potatoes.

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